Makeup

I don't really know how I'm meant to feel about makeup.

For instance, the group of popular girls at my school, they all wear makeup and have no qualms about it. I used to hate makeup, but that was back when it was required for ballet and that was little hipster me as a child.

But now I hang out with the group of people that doesn't really wear makeup....you know the Doctor Whovians and the weeaboos and hipsters and whatnot.

My mom doesn't really like the thought of me wearing makeup either, she says the bit about 'embracing your natural beauty' and shit so I figured no.

BUT the thing is the other day I realized how much I like it. I like painting in general, and I made the association that putting makeup on is just like painting, only on your face. Like for liquid eyeliner, you have to be super precise and stuff, and it's just fun! Plus I like working with colors.

For now if I start putting makeup on I'll probably receive a lot of judgment, but I'm in performing arts so sooner or later I'll put some on and it'll be required and I'll look super hot in it. jk but it'll be fun!